"Its ok, we're no good at this"

Ever wake up and suddenly the entire world is clear? There is no mess of bullshit running through your head. Me and my ex...there isn't much left there...there really is no future without some serious relationship re-building...so what am I waiting for? Right now, we're no good at being a couple. He is too concerned with his future for me, and I'm starting my pre-graduation spaz. Its time to drop everything in my life and just start over. I think I can keep this friend thing going, and maybe the occasional fuck. And I think I'm ok with that.

We'll have to see how long this really lasts, but I'm going to enjoy the free mind while I can for now before I start crying over him some more. I'm really thinking that crying over him is going to be a life long even for me.